Wednesday, June 10, 2015


Over the  past 3 weeks I have been making huge progress, and leaps and bounds in all areas of my life. It first started with a visit to John Sanford a consular who founded Elijah house ministries. Which is world wide association of counseling and inner healing through the power of God the Father and the Holy spirit. In short the appointment healed me of alot of deep seeded grief that has been an accumulation of all the grief from my whole life.
Upon being released I began a really intense phase of spiritual and physical and mental healing from my stroke 7 years ago. Now I am feeling much more energetic and emotionally and spiritual better I have begun to break down barriers that have long existed for the past 7 years. I am seeing myself and my life come in alignment and furision into who I am and what God dei re es me to be. I am now going to get back Into updating this blog much more. John also gave me 6 books which he wrote to help prepare me and teach me for a ministry of inner healing.
I found after receiving a vision in which I saw that the more spiritual I'd become the more recovery and healing would follow. Since i have, I have actually gotten to a point now where I am functioning better than I did before my stroke.

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Feet in the spirit

Lately I’ve been seeing  feet in the spirit, represented as different objects mainly I was seeing cinderblocks to begin with. Then I began seeing more objects. For Several months this was a mystery to me. Generally feet represent the grounding or roots or belief in what people believe.

But not too long ago the holy spirit revealed to me that the heavier the object is the slower it would take the individual to transgress their own life path or the at the point which they are at, the heavier the object is or the material is the slower  life will go by for the person.

Friday, November 15, 2013


Sorry that I haven’t posted anything for a while. But a while ago I began seeing crystals in people’s spirits almost as blooming complex flowers with an infinite amount of depth in them constantly changing and intrinsic, very well resembling  the iris of an eye. I was concerned at first because groups in the “New Age” movement use crystals for metaphysical purposes such as healing and luck charms. But as I was seeing them more and more I saw them as a good indicator of people’s hearts and moods. .
Here is what I have ascertained of their symbolism so far. The crystals come in bright tertiary colors such as pink, cyan and yellow. The brighter colors indicate a healthier state and darker colors show a darker state or constrained heart or emotion. The lower of the amount of complexity and depth shows a superficial state or a lack of something (which may be indicated by the color. Location is important as it may show a specific area for attention.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013


Its been a while since ive posted anything about symbolism, so I decided to post something. I prayed  and I saw what to write about and I saw connections and representations of connections. By connections I mine how things and people are related and relationships between us. One symbol I usually see showing a relationship between me and someone else is a bridge a bridge in any form. The flow traffic to and from each other shows how much effort is involved by either party in maintaining the relationship, and the quality and condition of the bridge shows the health of the relationship and depending on which traffic direction things are on (for example cracks and things of that nature.), shows the specific aspects of the relationship to that person.

Another such example could be strings or lines I just saw this for the firt time when I was praying. From what I can tell it’s a superficial way of showing a connection between two entities

Sunday, September 8, 2013

New Season

Over the summer I started smoking marijuana with my friends (all of my friends are what some people would refer to as “Heathens” I personally really hate that term so I don’t use it.) On the first of the month we were getting high off of some hash. I was laying down on my bed for a bit and I was having prophetic visions of whats going to happen between then and the time I start college on the 23rd. I couldn’t get the phrase new season out of my mind and for the hour or so I was on my bed I saw that this month is going to be the month that my great year is going to start where my life will take off. I saw that everything will transition this month, that my drug use will stop and that my friend group will broaden at school and I will start befriending much more Christians and that these new friends will be my life-long friends.

That night we didn’t clean the back porch, which then made my dad rather angry at me and my friends and for the whole day he kept on talking about a new season starting and taking place for me. And he banished my friends for a month. I still go over to their places but my drug use has gone way down. And my friendships with them has started to change and I can see that as I integrate the new friends ill be making at college into my life that it will be easier for me to spend time with them. The day after the first I prayed and god give me a verse from job, and it is Job 36:6 (AMP) | In Context | Whole Chapter

He does not prolong the life of the wicked, but gives the needy and afflicted their right

I was rather amazed when I saw this and since this revelation my confidence in the future has become stronger and I have less worry.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Vision and increased spiritual encounters

A few weeks back I had a really powerful vision and physical manifestation of an angel while I was praying. The vision was I saw myself running an organization that was godly rooted and empowered. The organization was offering analysis and advice rereading my generation, generation Y. I have a huge heart and call for my generation and my nation. The organization of which I would be the head of would offer godly rooted support in how to deal with Gen Y, much like a think tank.

Whenever I know that an angel will manifest my spiritual vision and regular vision start to meld and I begin to see into the spirit without having to open my spirit eyes. This time the angel flew through my room and then my room glowed for a few seconds. Angels tend to be super super bright like an intense white light. About anytime I pray I start to have my vision meld happening and there is an intense feeling of god in the room.

Sometime last year god told me that I would be entering an intense spiritual season equal to the time right after my stroke whenever I go to heaven now everything is much more vibrant and I can see more detail and color now.

Sunday, June 30, 2013


A few days ago, something in my spirit attracted my attention it was pride, pride in my spiritual gifting and how accurate it is. This deceived me and caused me to blindly follow it and not doubt it. When I viewed myself in the spirit I saw next to my heart a black empty hollow area just to the left it was attached to my heart. So I did some investigating and took a closer look inside it was a dark kind of leechey thing. I prayed over it and then identified it as the pride and the root of it. So I prayed for god to remove it and to fill the empty cavity with something he desired. Which was a very bright cement representing integrity, ever since then I haven’t overly trusted my spiritual vision.


  Caverns in the spirit represent a place where something once existed and nothing fills that area. The area can be filled by anything good or bad. So it is wise to quickly ask god to fill it with something in which he desires. If you investigate it and nothing actually ever existed in it that means there is a lacking in something in which you need god to fill.