Progress

Over the  past 3 weeks I have been making huge progress, and leaps and bounds in all areas of my life. It first started with a visit to John Sanford a consular who founded Elijah house ministries. Which is world wide association of counseling and inner healing through the power of God the Father and the Holy spirit. In short the appointment healed me of alot of deep seeded grief that has been an accumulation of all the grief from my whole life.
Upon being released I began a really intense phase of spiritual and physical and mental healing from my stroke 7 years ago. Now I am feeling much more energetic and emotionally and spiritual better I have begun to break down barriers that have long existed for the past 7 years. I am seeing myself and my life come in alignment and furision into who I am and what God dei re es me to be. I am now going to get back Into updating this blog much more. John also gave me 6 books which he wrote to help prepare me and teach me for a ministry of inner healing.
I found after receiving a vision in which I saw that the more spiritual I'd become the more recovery and healing would follow. Since i have, I have actually gotten to a point now where I am functioning better than I did before my stroke.

Drive

Last week I was poking around myself in the spirit and I realized how I can use all of my drive and motivation. Ever since my stroke I have felt this weight almost an emptiness in my chest. I remember the exact moment it developed, it was as soon as I hit the ground after getting out of the water. I felt it manifest right away, over the years I have thought it might be many things such as; god’s presence, my heart for example.

(A little detour) ever since I received my spiritual eyes I have been allowed to travel in the spirit to places in the spirit, like heaven.

So I was exploring my heart in the spirit and I saw a massive empty room like in a ruined stone temple. And I saw the more I prayed and prayed intensively the more the room was filled up and used.

To travel simply place yourself in the spirit and will where you want to go.