Catching a Curse

I started dating a girl a week ago. A few times over the past week I have said some hurtful things towards her. She got mad at me for doing so. But then I took to looking at myself in the spirit to see what was causing me to do this. And I saw that about mid height on my left torso I saw a dark worm like creature looking like a really fat grub. The grub was placed in my spirit when I was young, it was designed to mess up my relationships with the women/girls that I love. But the grub grew so large that moved into the worldly half of me. This means that the enemy emplaced that grub in me and grew and grew to invade the worldly part of me and its task was to mess up my worldly relationships with the girls and women that I love dearly. I quickly prayed it off and away from me and barred it from entering me again.

Fred Phelps

The other day I was watching a documentary about the Westboro Baptist church. For those of you who don’t know the what the Westboro Baptist church is it is a fake church here in the US that goes around “Preaching” an anti-homosexual message, but a very harsh one at that it is entirely devoid of love and compassion. But all that aside I was viewing them in the spirit while they were being interviewed.  

Fred Phelps the so called pastor was dried up without an ounce of good in him, he was completely black and was a hallowed out husk it was like all life and joy has left him. What was most interesting was that I didn’t even have to view him in the spirit he stuck out like a sore thumb with all to see how bad off he is. I saw that among his “followers” and his family he was like a cancer among them causing the same effect on all of their spirits and thus themselves.

Love

Not to long ago has gifted me with an overwhelming love to pray for all and harbor no judgement towards anyone. Whenever i pray in the spirit i always pray for god to give me more: grace, love, and mercy. Whenever i pray i am entirely holy spirit lead. I typically pray for myself or people the holy spirit leads me to pray for or nations.